found this music video while my sis was changing the channels through the TV. He looks kind of familiar and then BAM!! It's Anthony Neely!! I found out about him through YouTube. I was watching some music video and come across his video entitled, The Last Embrace.. It was in Mandarin^^ hehe..
OK, on with the topic, this song is very sad because of the lyrics, now that I already now it. I really feel the song because the song kind of related to me in SO MANY WAY. Why? OK, for starter, this song is about this guy who approaches the girl in any way possible so that she could love him and vice verse. He did all things like sending her flowers, holding her hands, make her smile, and making her think that he is worth it. Then something happen, somewhere that it made them to say goodbye. So, this song is practically an apologies to her. He realized that he did many things that he never expected to come true. He know he did wrong to her so it's like an apology. At least he knew that he really did fell in love with her and hope that by saying sorry, she could love again.
OK, from my understanding above, it is quite similar to my situation. I would do anything for him to like me, at least or even have an interest in me. He did show interest in me while I was with him but as we grew apart he felt that it would not be possible for the both of us and the relationship wouldn't work. As much as he wanted it to come true, he just feel like its impossible. He didn't even think of my feelings. He never did pay any attention to me. You know that she likes you and from the way you acted with her shows that you really do interested in her. You just did what she told and you just throw it away when you told, her in a way, showing that you don't even care for her feelings. You wouldn't see it cause you don't care. You don't give a damn to care for her feelings. I just realized that at least in this song, the guy realized it and ask for apologies but you, not a word saying your sorry. Does everything have to be told for you? You can't see it with your eyes or head or mind or you just don't know what to do in that kind of situation? I guess you do. You ran away. Not even trying to make it work. After you know that I really do want you to be part of my life. You are so much more that just a friend to me and you knew that. But you just don't care. You even left me hanging by a thread that could break any moment because of your hesitation in your feelings. I feel like your playing with me all this time. I bet that all of it just to make me feel better right. Not even once, was true in all that you did. I just hope you really find someone who loved you as much as you loved them, cared for you like you cared them and doesn't take them for granted just because they love you. Like me. I feel like I was taken for granted because I showed too much interest in you. I showed too much, I gave too much but I guess it wasn't enough to make you stay. I'm sorry if I make you feel uncomfortable around me. I'm sorry if I'm being too honest. I don't know what I did wrong. Maybe there is something that you saw in me that you are unsure of the relationship to be possible, I'm sorry for that too. If it is about you, I'm sorry I'm such a selfish person that I don't consider your feelings. It would be a lot easier if you would've told me. Not by playing silent. You keep it all to yourself and you do it your way. Guess what? I don't like you do things that you do to me since we've known each other. I felt that it was all a lie. I just hope you realized it and won't do the same mistake again.
Here is the song^^ enjoy listening to it.
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