Last week was the funniest weeks i ever had.want to know why??
OK, first of all, between me and this guy, there is nothing going on between us actually, we're just friends.we're not even a couple,yes we do like each other but if he don't want me to be his girl, that's fine by me, although i am hoping for it to be real, someday but the fact is the fact right. so, one day, i come across this girl by the name Saima Renabor. She pm me in Facebook asking me "Who is Ibmar to you?", how am i supposed to answer this when the truth is we're not even a couple(boyfriend & girlfriend), i can't say to her that he is my boyfriend. Bcoz we're not but, he is a very special person to me and that's the truth. so, i told her "he is someone special to me" and i ask her why and she told me that he is special to her as well.
OK, that was surprising, so i follow along and ask her how did they meet and she told me if i knew Ibmar well, i should have known but i don't, i barely knew him, i knew him from my cousins point of view and my mom's point of view and i found out that he's a good guy not like any other guy i met here in Malaysia. and gradually told her that he only have 1 girlfriend that i know before i met him and before that i'm not sure, i told her. and she told me "well, i am his current girlfriend before"..at 1st i wasn't sure what the girl trying to say so i just follow along,and b4 i could answer her she told me that she has problem in her relationship, that their relationship is not in a good shape, so i play along and ask her what happen but she didn't say anything, instead she said, "I'm curious about you" n "why you call him my boo?" and so i told her "oh, that one, it's not only him i call my boo, all of my friends who are closer to me i call my boo, be it a girl or a boy" and she said, "ah, really??"..i guess, she gets the impression that we're nothing more than a friend, because she sounded like someone who is obsessed with their bf..huuu, scary. What's in the past is the past, life must go on. She's kind of cute and sweet and a cheerful person, she doesn't have to act that way but I'm not sure who to trust right now.because I'm here, living in Malaysia, I'm so far away from him and I don't even know the story of his life but when I ask him he assured me that she is his ex for about a year now but still, i can't stop myself from thinking otherwise although he told me so. As i said, he's there living in the same place as she is while I'm here in Malaysia, so far,far away from him. I don't want this to happen and I pray that he didn't do this kind of things behind my back. I'm not being jealous or anything but as a friend too, once I know that he lied, there will be no 2nd chance because everything that he do up until where i confessed my feelings to him, everything seem, i don't know, smooth??because if he's not interested in me he could have just told me that we're better off being friends right.so, that makes me think a while. for now, i just be patient. i don't know what goes through his mind right now but i hope he won't do things that I'm afraid he'll do, to me...
please let our friendship be smooth and eventually, hopefully, a couple or perhaps a bit more than that♥^^
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